Your Service After Ayahuasca: From Healing to Holding Space

Feeling the call to be of service? This episode is for you. If you have done a few ayahuasca retreats, you know the shift. You entered the medicine path for your own healing, and somewhere along the way a seed starts growing: “I want to give back. I want to support others.” That impulse can…
Too Much Light: Integration Through the Lens of Kabbalah

What happens when you drink and touch real light, but you don’t integrate it? The vessel cracks. The current keeps coming, and what could have become wisdom turns into overload, inflation, chaos, or collapse. Today I’m sharing one of the most important lessons on the medicine path: the light can be so strong that it…
Where Are You Losing Your Feathers? Inner Child Integration and Restoring Inner Power

Inner child integration is a practical return to inner power, self-trust, and coherence. In this episode, I share a medicine dream from my fiancé during the COVID period. In the dream he is a child with white angel wings, free and light. Every time he lies to someone else or to himself, a feather falls…
Integrating Your True Gifts After Ayahuasca: The Golden Shadow

Most people don’t fail at transformation. They stall at expression. In this episode, we go straight to where integration becomes real: your gifts. Not your skills or credentials. Your natural way of being—what moves through you when you stop performing. We look at why sharing your gift often feels threatening, how fear protects it by…
What Happens After Ayahuasca? When Healing Turns Into Service

Many people come to ayahuasca to receive medicine for their own healing. Fewer are prepared for being called to serve. Because what happens when the medicine is no longer something you only drink in ceremony, but something you start living with day by day? When it begins shaping how you move through the world, how…






